Thursday, December 9, 2010
Yes, you guessed it, I'm in need of a good old fashioned whinge ..... the truth about mummy today is that I'm tired, I'm overworked, I'm grumpy and I'm not princess perfect pants. (Can I hear an Amen??) Right at the moment, by the end of each day I'm the type of mummy who can't wait to get em into bed and turn on the TV so I can fall sleep watching it.
Life I'm realising is full of hard stuff. That guy who said 'it wasn't meant to be easy' really new his beans. If you want the highs you have to accept the lows. It's like they say, nothing grows on the mountain top. You have to go down into the valley with the water, greenery and dirt (and get yourself all messy) is if you want to grow and reach up to a new mountain top so you can enjoy the view.
Right now I'm ankle deep planted in the messy brown old mud of life. It's been a long year. Working, renovating the house, school, kinder, ballet lessons, toilet training ..... you know the list it endless and if you could see the metaphorical world of my mind I'm pretty sure I look like I've been mud wrestling! But one thing is clear to me. This is where I need to be to get to where I need to go. I had a little light bulb moment not that long ago. Living the dream doesn't mean you're happy every moment of the day..... which is just as well really, because right now I'm pretty sure I don't sound so very happy :O)